Change.
I just can't get over it which is probably one of the many reasons I am still existing in this plane of consciousness. We've only got such a limited time that it makes me think. Not even just concerning our death but the small relative "death" of the old Me and the people he knew and how he acted. The other day I thought about contacting some old friends that I use to have real connections with but things just didn't seem right. I can picture how it would have gone down and it isn't what I wanted. So is the answer to acquire people that I have the same kind of connection with or is all of that just lost? The worst is the one that got away. Or really there's a couple... Its so far gone now that we have nothing in common anymore. Given the fact that obviously there will be bigger, better chances put before me but how I will respond is anyone's guess. But i don't want the models or big city fine ass girls. They wouldn't know me or get me at all. "Oh you so paid, look at all those songs yall done made". While its true that I've got more fans than the average man, I ain't got enough loot to last me to the end of the week. I live by the beat like you check by check. So if it don't move your feet then I don't eat so we're like neck to neck. Andre 3000 knows what he's talking about
to be continued
